It’s been 7 days. So much is happening I don’t even know where to begin.
Feeling more and more at ease every day. And every now and then it hits me, and I cry and cry and cry.
Barely any story in it anymore. Just an ocean of tears that comes in waves…
and then… peace.
Perspective #1: Toby has left me and it’s so fucking sad what’s happening.
Perspective #2: Toby loved me completely for 1,5 years, gave me such a massively deep imprint of being LOVED…
… and then did exactly what was required to catalyse the process in me, which is now leading me to being FREE no matter what happens in my “external” reality.
Both perspectives are equally valid.
Neither one of them is true in any absolute sense.
One of them feels a zillion times more expansive, open and omg-there-are-infinite-possibilities-and-life-continues-to-be-amazing-no-matter-what.
And from that freedom…
I filmed this video yesterday morning, and it’s already gone viral on facebook since I posted it last night…
5:30 mins. Watch in HD.
Update & Insights on life – 7 days after Toby left…“The only thing dying here is that small part of me that believes that it will die if he’s not with me. And what remains in the aftermath of that is so fucking glorious that it’s worth everything. So no matter how this pans out, no matter what happens, life continues to be beautiful and I am grateful for all of this.”5:30 mins. (Watch in HD.)
Posted by Ronja Sebastian on Saturday, September 26, 2015
The only thing dying here is that small part of me that believes that it will die if he’s not with me.
And what remains in the aftermath of that is so fucking glorious that it’s worth everything.
So no matter how this pans out, no matter what happens, life continues to be beautiful and I am grateful for all of this.
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All my love + ocean waves and kisses from Biarritz, France,
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